It’s Going To Be One Of Those Days

Mesmerized
My mind meandering
Moving minutes
Mountains
Moving moments
Minding meaning
Midst mortal masochism
Mesmerized…

Buried by bullies
By bribes
By battery
Broken by blasphemy
Uncertainty
Bombs
Insecurity
Blown beyond blackened bones
By bombs
By bastards
Building Babylon
By blood
Boredom
Bones
By beasts
Breaking beating breasts
By beasts
Bent by big brother blues
Boohoo
Blue blood, when broken, bends
Bleeding red
Bloody bombing bullshit bastards
Born, bruised
Buried

Taken, touching
Teething and teaching
Taught to try
To teach
The thinkers to think that the thought
The things they think
Turn to the “truth” they talk

Lingering languidly lost
Hazy
Looking, looking
Learning love loosely, lazily
Looking
Lost so long in the labyrinth
Leaning in listless lefts
Looking
Lingering

Losing living
Lost to lounging
Love like liquor
What’d I miss
Living lazy lists
In lucid landscapes
Dreamscapes
Liquid lanterns
Losing light
It’s alright
I like the lovely landscapes looking lost

Quick quibbles
Quiet quests
Quirky quizzical qualms
Quacks quite conned
Queens quite quacked
Quagmire crap
Quiescent quixoticism
Quit! Quell!
Quickly question
Quantity, quantity
Quarantined quality
Queasy quarrels
Question quantum questions
Questing
Quiet queerness

Hear another animal answering
Charming
Amid an angry analogue army
An angel
Never fell
An ascending answer allowing
Anarchy and annihilation
Humiliation
Always anchoring
Angels and air
Cut off your hair!
Apocalyptic allusions altering awareness
Scoured and hairless
Accept and admit
You’re lost in the pit
Of another animal’s angry army

Put your apprehension aside
Allow, abide
An answer allowing
Awareness
No pain
Abruptly alive again

Awkwardness absolved
Dissolved
Adrift and away
As easy as the sun rises to the day
Always analytical agony anyway
Apathy as an appetite
Surface, selfish self-pity plight
Surface, selfish sight
Algorithmic anomalies
Waiting for these fantasies
Altering, antagonizing
Always alluding
Confusing
Awareness

Angry animals
Are always annihilated
Humiliated
Apocalyptic apprehension aside
Fear no pain
Alarmingly alive again
All aside
All are alive
All are I

Mesmerized
My mind
My eyes
Moving minutes
Mountains
Mental mechanics
Bananas
Moving moments
Minding meaning
Map my mind
To find
My mountain
My memory
The path in me
My motion
Mind, awareness, intuition
Minding moments
As if portals
Morbidly mortal
My memory makes me
Moves me
In my mesmerized mentality
Meandering

Is it idiotic ideas inspiring indiscrimination
Fear
What world we walk with wild wishing wanton
Fear
Projecting precious paths
Memory manipulating math
Fear
Down deceiving dream-like dawns
Fear
Redirecting reason, riddling red-faced wrath

Lies looking low, looking long
Waiting, wishing, wanting wrong
Fear
Protecting precious paths
Lies living lewd, looking lustfully long

Eyes ending eternity
Cries creating conformity
Forever forming false fraternities
Smile so seductively
Given gifts groveling, gagged and gorged
Gone goodbye
Destroyed and disgraced
Goodness and grace
Tomorrow’s tomb traced
With greatness and lace
Replicated, replaced
By bombs and bastard’s blood

Secret sins sympathetically seen
Sacred sins softly scream

Sing a song
So sad
Serene

What a long, fucked up road it’s been

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